No Mood for Blog

I have tried to type in something for my blog this week.. but I just can’t get my words out. Feeling so moody and down.
 
It has been a very bad week for me. I was down at the local Shanghai hospital with a very bad fever, cough, flu and throat-infection… And coincidently, my son was admitted to (Singapore) hospital for the wrong reason. He got himeself a deep cut on his forehead and needed stitches. 
 
When Felicia called me on Wed about Elkan’s fall, I was feeling so down and desperate… Here am I, feeling so sick and lousy..and at the same time, I felt so helpless and pissed that I couldn’t be with Elkan. Things just fell apart at one go and it’s  just so damn frustrating putting them back in place.
 
Thanks to the internet and my IP phone. I felt so assured when Chups sent me those photos of Elkan. Felicia called twice to re-assure me that my son is doing well. I was at that very edge to come home immediately. Pardon my language, but really, fuck the responsibility here… my family and loved ones matter to me most.
 
Wanna to hug Elkan so much… Somehow, his fall has made me so homesick.. Thanks to Tracy, Meijie, Joanne, Duuk, Juliana & Kalinda…visiting Elkan and giving him so much love. 
 
And thanks to Yixi… your comments and jokes on my blog kinda cheer me up. 🙂
 
The toll is heavy.. I just have to endure for a while more. I am coming home soon.
 

2 Responses to No Mood for Blog

  1. Unknown's avatar Big says:

    Great history lesson!…their own people already burned down their own forest and slaughtered their own tigers. So, that leaves me with little room for accomplishment… So, when you and wife are popping by?

  2. Unknown's avatar Sam says:

    Oh O… Sounds like our big brother kena the homesick virus liao… cham cham. A century ago our ah gong came to Nanyang, chop forest, and kill tigers. Soon they became rich and send for their peasant familites. Lee Kong Qian?? Tan Tock Seng?? Lim Bo Seng??? Quek xx. Aiyah sorry dude, my history very poor.
     
    100 years later, their descendant go Shanghai and open up forest. (Which forest huh??) Clench your fist and fight!!! Show them what you’ve got man! Burn down their forest and kill their tigress. May the force be with you!!

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